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It’s not as hard as it used to be, finding time to myself so I can indulge in some self pleasure. I know masturbation is good for me, releasing endorphins and providing a sense of well-being.
I’m a wife and mother, but now my family is older, they have their own lives to live. They are often out of the house for hours at a time so I don’t even have to be sneaky about it. I really prefer to indulge myself (combining my love of erotica reading, sex toy play and self pleasure) when I have an empty house.
My OH doesn’t mind, in fact he finds it rather exciting that I grab my pleasure when I want it. In fact he often benefits from things I’ve learned when experimenting by myself. He is equally happy with my ever growing arsenal of sex toys and accoutrements to spice up sexy time, I’ve even made sure he has a few of his own to use anytime the fancy strikes.
I like to have music on in the background, I find it off-putting to hear sounds from neighbours or people passing the house doing daytime activities when I am trying to get in the zone, but I listen at a volume not too loud to hear the front door slam or a car on the drive. I get comfortable, removing my clothes, but I keep a dressing gown or similar close at hand in case I suddenly hear family arriving home.
My particular favourite is to solo-play in the bathroom, during or after a shower. The noisy extractor fan also disguises the sound of a vibrator! The temperature of the shower helps. I doubt I’m alone in feeling more aroused when my pussy and nipples are warmed by the water. If I’m feeling in the mood to play, simply smothering the shower gel over my skin gets my body humming with anticipation. My latest favourite thing is to use a scrubbing motion with an exfoliating washcloth on my nipples and clit to get them throbbing and alert to sensation. “It’s so bad it’s good!”
I went through a phase of popping a love egg or jiggle balls inside me before I had a shower, or a weighted anal plug, then I’d complete my body washing (in an overtly teasing way), followed by happily cleaning the shower with them still inserted, to increase my stimulation from their movement. After that I would use a bullet or a clit vibe to finish myself off.
My current favourite play is to utilise a lovely flexible rabbit vibrator which is fully waterproof due to its silicone coating. It makes me climax really quickly. I like to start the thrusting before I am quite ready (lubrication wise) as the stretch and pressure is increased. All the while it pistons in and out the clitoral arm provides vibrations which just don’t quit. I feel glad the sound of the running water and the extractor fan covers my sobs of ecstasy as I come, even though I know nobody’s home!